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START!

2012-02-19T23:14:00.001+08:00

Finish 步步惊心 on Friday, a sad ending~~ =(
In the end 雍正/四阿哥 is still forever alone......
The songs were far more touching in the last few episodes, just like Vivy said~ T__T
三寸天堂，一念执着 and 等你的季节~~
“行到水穷处，坐看云起时” x)

历史中的九子夺嫡！

And, as I have expected, my days went straight into empty after finishing this drama.
I can only float around in the internet without any purpose~ =.=
This is why I watched the final few episodes slowly~ xD

Saturday evening when I was washing dishes, it was raining outside, but it wasn't a normal one, it was hail!
At first I thought the neighbour was knocking stuffs, but when I looked outside, ice were falling down!!! O_O

Most of the ice are as big as normal ice cube, with some slightly bigger~
The sun shined brightly across the lake by the way during the hail. =.=
The rains here are quite weird as they normally last about 5 to 10 minutes, with huge drop and big wind~
Maybe it's because the big wind blows away the dark clouds faster too???

Time flies, after 2 months of lifeless life here, I'm going back to school!!!!
Nothing is the same however, there will be no more uniform, no more assembly and most importantly no more Siao Kias or Murnian or Makmur or Mulian what so ever....
I have a feeling that I'm gonna have a tough time adapting to the new study environment.

Oh ya, I never got my timetable changed. =.=
Some more got teased by the UCC staff. Zzz.
That means, I'm gonna have 3 days of classes until 8.30pm and a day until 7.30pm.
Friday will be my nightmare starting this coming week. +__+
2 hours in the morning from 8.30, 2 hours break and finally another 7 hours ending at 7.30pm. Perfect!

Time to buckle up!
Time to study!
And as usual, time to miss~ unforgettable~ =D

orientations

2012-02-15T22:49:00.002+08:00

This whole week is all about orientation!!!!!!

First day of orientation, like i was told last time when i meet with the UCC course coodinator, diploma is full of Chineses and Koreans~~~!!!! @@

Me myself solo Malaysian lor~~ Malaysia Boleh!!! =.=

Tuesday is Valentines Day, but surprisingly, i only saw ONE GUY holding a bouquet of flower that whole day in campus!
I thought there must be some frenzy about Valentines Day in this western country~
Am i really wrong?? Or just their celebrations are clubbing at night?? O.o


一个人，孤单单~~~

All those enrolments were done by the college as we are new students to the college, we'll do it on our own in the second term~~ o.o

That means my elective in the first term was set by them, which is Introduction in International Business~~ @@?
Well i'll get to choose from a list next term.

The timetable is a total CHAOS!!!!!
UCC is like anak tiri to UC, so we diploma students have our time arranged after the UC students, meaning our times are mostly in between afternoon till night time.

Fortunately, i got 3 days of class until 8.30pm (which is the last class).
Moreover, most of my classes are continuous, the shortest just 2 to 4 hours la, but the longest, on Friday, SEVEN STRAIGHT HOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=.=!!!!

I hope can still make some changes within this week, minus 2 hours, at least will suffice~~ T__T
GOD BLESS ME please~
I know I won't be praying to you for these few years, but I had already without birthday and cny, forgive me pls???
有头发谁想做癞子嘛~~~ =(

Whole family now chasing drama every night until 12am~~ xDD
缺宅男女~ Not the best, but still good enough for us to chase~
Keep on downloading dramas these days to watch, fed up with the television programs here.... =_+

But I don't think I will have that much of time to watch everynight already starting next Monday, with the sucks classes until night.

隐形分隔线。。
我坚信，男女之间是有纯友谊的~~ x)

我一直觉得自己并没什么特别或聪明，一路以来靠的只是自己的努力，一旦怠惰了便会直线滑落，所以是时候回到当初的努力，打出个好成绩来！

enrolment

2012-02-12T21:23:00.001+08:00

O la la~~~~ tomorrow is 13th February already!!!
The time has come for me to enrol into my diploma course.
It's time to pack my bag and go to school~ ~.~

It's just a few blog posts ago in which I'd told myself to relax first, but now... =.=
Time flies~
Those lifeless days are going into history soon.

打起精神, buckle up, 登记去~~~ LOL

The weathers nowadays are inconsistent.
You can have a dark grey morning and yet bright sunny day in the evening, or the other way round too.
As time goes by I have become more and more lazy to go out every weekend.
It's not that I'm really lazy but with the weird weathers and same places to go and nothing to buy except for groceries, going out just don't make sense. =.=

Well honestly I still haven't really go to all those tourist attractions in Canberra, like the Parliament House, the lake, the zoo etc.
Next time la~ Next time la~ 来日方长啊~~

There is a high possibility for my dad to go back to Malaysia for a few days to have a meeting at the end of this month.
Oh god!!! I so damn hope I can follow too~~!!!!

I WANT MALAYSIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AKU MAHU MALAYSIA!!!!!!!!!!!
我要马来西亚！！！！！！！！！！！
T____________T

I miss every single thing in Malaysia. =(

唉~~ 算了吧，还是收拾心情，准备读书去吧。。。。。

why do i have to do everything, including those that i shouldn't have done and yet i still get the same scoldings.
being youngest doesnt necessarily mean that i am wrong in everything.
everytime i speak you all would assume that i demand the best in everything or i am still small or i just talk nonsense.
im only 18 and i am already doing things that are way past what i should do.
you all always ask me to do because i can do them at ease, but.....
fine, i dont like to talk too much argue too much explain too much, let me just swallow them down.

日复一日

2012-02-08T21:24:00.002+08:00

最近都没心情打部落格，也没什么东西可写可说。
或许真的太颓废了吧？这是我人生中第一次觉得自己超没贡献，超浪费地球资源。 =.=
每天除了看戏。。。。。。。还是看戏。
幸好还有人介绍我看《步步惊心》，突然很庆幸自己 2011 年有为了考试和读书而错过了很多电影~~ xD

画面里正是我每天所作所看的东西，就这么多了。囧

我有些想念朋友们了。
习惯了它吧~
还有，正如炜诗所说的，"透过面子书留言哈拉感觉好不实在，还是见面聊天比较好"。
俗语说嘛：“惊风玉露一相逢，便胜却人间无数啊。”
所以呢，就等吧。

很多东西，跟哥大吵之后，觉得都该看开了，是时候少计较了，谁对谁错都不理了。
18了，要长大了。

思念嘛，幸好听一听歌仍能舒缓一些些。 =)

MIX

2012-02-05T21:23:00.002+08:00

Lst week was a freezing cold one.
The days were without sunlight, greyish from morning until night.
As the days were already in around 14ºC, nights were worse, dropping till around 9ºC I think.

These are grasses around my house, see the white dots? They are iceee!


The greyish sky~~~ morning afternoon evening, all exactly like this..

HOWEVER!
When I woke up on Saturday morning, i saw sunlight!!! BIG BRIGHT SUNLIGHT!!!!
I rushed to sit beside the window where the sunlight was the brightest, never felt better under sunlight before~~ aaaahhhh~~~ x)
Now I understand why the 'yang laos' so like the big bright Sun~~ XD

But weirdly, the cold days ended as weekend arrives~
The weathers went back to normal on Saturday and Sunday, weekends had always have good weathers though~~ o.o
As if God knew we only hang out during weekends, so He gave us better weathers~ LOL

My bro is going to start his Uni life tomorrow~
He studies in Bachelor of Applied Economics.
A week later, it will be my turn to enrol then~
Buckle up! Prepare to study! ~.~

挥之不散啊~

p/s (6/2/2012 1.25am): One thing, i just saw the gathering dinner pictures posted by Xin Yi, smiled when i saw those pictures, how i wish i was in there too. Gathering, a luxury.

FREEZE!

2012-02-02T23:25:00.002+08:00

After 我可能不会爱你, now i am watching another drama, this time Made in China~~ LOL
步步惊心 is the name~
I like this drama, it's yet another old dynasty-type drama, but it's a completely different type of dynasty story~
The first episode alone will show you the difference~~

35 episodes, 49 minutes each episode, 6 other 2011 big movies that i had missed and 10 more days before i enrol, can i make it???
With the current internet speed, i'll try~ xD

These few days can be summed up in two words, FREEEEEZZZIIIINGGG COLDDDDDD!!!!!

It's kinda depressing to see the sky in grey and rain throughout the day.

Plus the cold surrounding of about 14ºC, it made one feels so lazy to even move. =.=

The good news is, now is still SUMMER!!! Yayy!!! I'm doomed when winter comes.....

I eat about 5 meals everyday in this cold weather, good thing~ xD

Bad thing is, there are not much food here except bread and biscuit and burger (homemade).

If in Malaysia, hah! T_T

I should take some pictures of the grey sky tomorrow~

But I hope that there will not be any grey sky tomorrow...weather forecasted 11ºC tomorrow

=_=

打起精神，准备迎接新的一堂课！

See First

2012-01-31T22:40:00.001+08:00

30th January, yesterday started in rain and ended in rain too~

Yesterday was so far the earliest day i woke up, 9.30am~ LOL
There was a reason for it, to go to UC for my bro's orientation and enrolment.
Soon it will be my turn......O_O

They gave out the aboriginal musical instruments and a NINTENDO WII as prizes during the international student information session! hen expensive yi xia de lor~~~
There were people from many many country, you name it you got it!
Chile~ Phipipine~ Laos~ Indonesia~ Pakistan~
but...no sign of MALAYSIA!! T_T except ourselves lor.....
为什么这样子~~~~~~~~~~~

Stay at UC from 10.30am tilll 4.30pm......zzzzz
I would have died if not for iPad~ XD

That's the only special thing.... o.o

让我把记忆结成冰。
seefirst.

NORMAL

2012-01-29T21:43:00.001+08:00

明天是初九咯~~
照例来说今晚半夜十二点就要拜天公咯！（福建人才有啦）
不过今年都没拜了，这里目前我只在 Sydney 看过一间华人庙罢了。。
没新年的新年还真的是蛮不好好过的。。 =.=
没穿新衣，没去这个庙那个庙拜到累垮，更没有得 buak (赌)。。
唯有老妈给的一个红包~~ 澳币50块！ xD

明年我死都不要在这样过新年！！！！Urghhh...

Back to Canberra here, tomorrow gonna follow my bro to University of Canberra for his orientation.
The days of procrastinating of slacking for him are nearing the end for him~~!!! Wakakaka!!!
Soon, my time will come! O_O
BUT!! I still have some 3 weeks xDD There are still plenty of time for movies and dramas~~XP

Not much to talk about my life here as not much happenings also...

Oh oh! I have just registered a new prepaid number here~ finally~~~~~~ =.=
The old hotlink number can still be used as it only expires in 2014~ =D
Somemore text from msia to that number still 1 cent eh~ but from me back to msia rm2! =.=
The new number is cheaper eh only 35 cent~ and 450 credit with $30 of reload!!! HAHA!
Siao ang mo de plan~~ xDDDD

signing off now~ ciaooo~ ;)
it still hasn't gone away~

我可能不会爱你—In Time With You

2012-01-26T21:31:00.000+08:00

I have finally finished watching 《我可能不会爱你》!!
I like the ending, HAPPY + FUUUUNNNNNYYYYYY ENDING!!! XD
狗男猫女~~ this is the name they gave to 李大仁 and 程又青 during their wedding in the final episode! xDD Laugh die me~ haha!
This drama was beautiful~~ =)

林依晨（程又青） and 陈柏霖（李大仁）, the main characters in this drama.
I love these two characters, 李大仁's especially as his characteristics do exist in reality, non-fairytale!

如果我看过你看过的世界，走过你走过的路，是不是就能更靠近你一点。。。。
by: 李大仁

我不会喜欢你，written by 李大仁 for 程又青，and also the theme song for this drama.

After finishing this drama, again I have to stress again that Taiwan dramas are god damn awesome!!!!
There are no other movies or dramas that can as touching / 打动人心 as Taiwan dramas~~ =D

不是普通朋友，只是普通朋友的朋友。。
做你的朋友，的朋友。。
我们不是太熟。。。。。。。
普通朋友的朋友——蔡昌宪

我不能活在没有你的城市。 =)

empty

2012-01-24T22:28:00.001+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to every single Chinese available in Australia and of course everyoen back in Malaysia!!!!
Let us roar this Dragon year~~!!!! =)

Went to Sydney on Sunday morning and back on Monday.
Because people here only care about weekends, not those 除夕 or 初一, so there are no celebration in both that day.
CNY only comes on Monday, meaning this coming weekend is the CNY weekend, not last weekend, so the peak of the celebration is on this coming weekend.
So, CNY = empty.

Chinatown was kinda pact with people, but it was just plain pact.

I don't like every single important days became empty just because I am in Australia.
I really dislike that feeling of just plainly going through it.

迷上了《我可能不会爱上你》这部台湾偶像剧。
踮起脚尖爱—— 洪佩瑜
还是会——韦礼安
翅膀——林依晨
还有主打歌：我不会喜欢你——陈柏霖
这些歌都越听越有 feel 了 ~

其实很可恶，每次看这下台湾戏剧都会打动了自己。
这是任何一部英语片或香港连续剧都一直办不到的。


The CNY card I got from the "无名氏" from Taman Ehsan,now only I know it's Vivy who sent it.

Thank You!

This card has somehow made my CNY quite meaningful. =)

UCC

2012-01-20T22:40:00.001+08:00

Today went to University of Canberra to settle up all those registration and payment stuffs.
The campus looked very messy cause they were busy renovating and moving stuffs here and there.
Notice boards were stamped with all sorts of papers, dry leaves scattered all over the corridors and some places were fenced up.

Met with a person of UC which we had made appointment with, Ms Hanoem Wijaya~
She's an indonesian, but the interesting thing is, she was a former daughter of diplomat too!! O.O
She and her family were exactly like us now~
Dad being sent to the High Commission in Australia, whole family have to move along, then study and some settle down in Canberra~~~~~~

Bro is going to enrol on the 30th of January, so one whole week of orientation starting that day and his degree starts in the following week.

Well for me, i'm gonna enrol on the 13th of February and same thing with my bro, a week of orientation and my diploma begins!
The University of Canberra College's program coordinator, Ms Ellie Thompson told me that diploma students don't actually have a fixed campus............ O_O
We are like the stepsons of UC which will go into whichever classroom that is unoccupied in UC.
My class will begin as early as 8.30am and end as late as.....guess what? 8.30pm!!!! WTH?!?!?!
Of course it is not continuos laa~ but according to these westeners' behaviours, I bet they won't be so hardworking to teach until 8.30pm~
OF COURSE! there might be one or two exceptions laa~ T_T

One thing, they told me too that i should expect to meet quite a lot of Korean students here~~ o.o
ANYOHASEYO????? LOLLL
There are not much Malaysians here unfortunately. =(

Oh ya, they told me too that i will get to see kangaroos around the campus, especially in the ovals (fields)~
So, at least i can go play with them during break time~~ xDDD LOLL

College life, here i come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *i mean a month later xD*
p/s : for now, let's just relaxxxxx~~ =D

By the way, i'm watching 'In Time With You' / 《我可能不会爱你》, a Taiwan drama featuring 陈柏霖 and 林依晨~~
First episode nia laugh die me already~~ xDDD
Go watch please if you all have time~ HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!! x)

DRAGON year is coming in just two days!!!! huat aaa huat aaaaa huat aaaaaaaaaa~~!!!! xD
Sydney celebrations....YOU WAIT ME!!!
p/s : i still prefer Malaysian style and angpaos and Malaysian CNY food T.T

每逢佳节倍思友/亲？ x)
miss ya..

HOT!!

2012-01-18T22:57:00.002+08:00

Today wasa real summer day!!

No windplus a scorching sun!!!

I foundthat I have adapted to the cool weather here, the temperature was just about30something, same like Malaysia, but I got a bit beh tahan d~~ O_O

Therewere two good news today~

First ismy dad’s newly bought Mazda CX-7 is coming home tomorrow~~!!! Woooohooooo~~

I haven’ttaste of getting in a new car for a long time~ xDDD

Guesswhat? It costs about RM268k but here, it costs about $28k = RM 90+k!!!

268k –90k = 178k

Thatmeans dad has saved RM178k!!!!! O_O *Welcome to Australia! LOL xD*

Secondly,I’m finally gonna get internet this Friday!!!!

What arelieve man~~

200gb ofusage limit, but no speed limit wor~~ As I know, the speed here can go up to48mbps!!! O.O

We’llsee~~ Anticipating~~ 《我可能不会爱你》，lutunggu saya!! xDD

So, I willnot have CNY with my families and DEAR friends~~~

Solution: go to Sydney for the CNY celebrations there~~!!! xDD

Sydneylu tunggu saya juga~ =D

Back totoday thingy, today evening was so comforting~ cool wind cool surrounding~

So had astroll around my housing area~

ducks in the pond~ they are fat!! =.=

The sunset view~ IT'S ACTUALLY 8++PM ALREADY!!

my big big housee~~


welcome to AUSTRALIA!! LOL

same old feeling...stupid you k.o =.=

Fly~

2012-01-17T22:08:00.004+08:00

Todaywas yet another normal day, flat flat day, it’s flat till I have no idea how tostart this post. =.=

There wasone thing special today, the sun is still there on the sky at 9.00pm~ O_O

I realizedthat here during summer, the sun comes up as early as 5.00am and will only godown as late as 9.00pm.

Special,but it doesn’t mean anything. Zzz

For thepast few days I found that I have been sneezing a little bit of blood!!

Er hemmm…perhapsmy body is trying to warn me against sleeping late.

Sorry lor~Can’t help ma~~~ =X

I’ll tryto change….since the night have changed to increasingly meaningless.

The ‘frequency’is like from 70++ to 0 now.

I don’tunderstand, but I think I saw it coming, just failed to accept it.

Internetbaby~ It’s time for you to come to mama~~~~~ LOLL

I missyou. *oh shut up kent =.=*

Things changed?Hmmm.

Pathetic!!!!!

2012-01-15T22:12:00.001+08:00

I had sleep late for the past few days, i mean really really late, around 2++am.
I just don't feel like waving goodbye to yet another day, i don't wanna miss out on all those happenings back there.
Well i know i'm way off the track already, but i'll try to chase back as much as i can.
At least i'll feel a lil' better knowing what people are talking about isn't it? =)

The dry and cold weather here are drying my skin up!! ==
My skin is peeling off my body...LOLCanberra is always the coldest, if not second coldest place in Australia, according to the weather forecast in the news. X___X
Bring on winter baybehhhhh~~~~!!!!!!! O__O

My bro has got an iPhone 4S; I'm still playing with my W705. Zzz
The stupid law here only allow one person to register more than one number provided you have a good record of bill payment.
Since my dad has not enough history of bill payment, he can only sign one nmber for now, the same goes to my mum.
So dad has registered for his own number, my mum for my bro, that means nobody can help to sign any number for me.
That means too i have to wait for another two or more months before i can get a proper number.For now, i have to scramble through some prepaid plan, it's not worth to sign a prepaid plan here actually.
So....it's complicated..and my plan was ruined. Urgh.
So much for 18 huh. This is pathetic!!!

Just went down and ate a bowl of MAGGI MEEE!! It warms me up in this chill night~~ ~.~
Tasty!!! Yummy!!! Most importantly, buatan Malaysia food leh~~~!! LOL
They were flown into Aus with me last time actually, not buy here de~~
For the first time in my life, I feel damn proud whenever i see a 'Buatan Malaysia' tag here.
Well it's cause except 'Made in Australia', the only other products that i trust is 'Made in Malaysia'.
I'm a patriotic person!!!! Touched! T..T

Expecting internet to come in these few days, i hope they do come to install it, sometimes i feel the work rate of the locals are much much much worse than our own people.
Bunch of lazy bastards. ==

Chinese New Year is just another week away!!!!! Wooohoooo!!!
But....so what? Zzzzzzz....
I only know everyday is a cold day here....urghh
Planning to go to Sydney on the 22nd~ They were saying that Sydney will be holding the largest CNY celebration out of Asia!!
Looking forward to it~~ Consider that the last salvation for every single negative things here~~ =DAnyhow, I'll still be missing my ANGPAOSSSSS!!!! aduhaiiii...

I miss you..really do..

Indifferent day

2012-01-13T22:16:00.000+08:00

For the first time in 18 years, yesterday was the flattest birthday I ever had. o.o
My mum and dad wished my early in the morning........to my surprise too, in Facebook, I guess they only remember it when they saw the birthday event in Facebook?
And that was all~
Nothing happened throughout the day, it passed just like other days.
Well we did went to my dad's friend house for dinner, they were all the high commission people and they have this kinda dinner quite often. It's part of the culture of the high commission people.
I'd take that as my celebration. xDD
All malays and a westerner help me celebrate~ Now this is special!! LOL xD

BUT, at least yesterday midnight or should I say early morning today was enough to make up for the flat day~
Why? Because it was a fun night. x)
Argued again with Vivy and in the end I'm gonna get a bomb from her~~ yeah~~!!! xDD
And most importantly, I got my first ever taste of 'college homework' and a very funny birthday video~
I'm still laughing a little while typing this~ Haha! xD
At least I ended the day laughing wildly~ =D

Thank you boss and of course those who wished me~~ =)

On the other hand, I had an awful dream too last night.
I dreamt of my last hour in KLIA before coming to Australia, all those texts and final call in that last hour, they were repeating in the dream.
Everything was so clear except for the blurry backgrounds.
It was one of those dream that I wouldn't hope of dreaming again, I can assure you that it didn't feel good at all.
I don't know why I dreamt of this so suddenly, mayby it was because I went to bed too late?? (I went to bed at 4++am by the way..lol)
I never feel good since woking up from the dream then. Moodless for today.

I miss you.I miss you all.  


daily sunset lakeview in front my house~ i like it~ =D

18! Eighteen!

2012-01-11T22:12:00.000+08:00

COLDCOLD COLD COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It’sfreezing cold here!! My body has been shivering for the whole day for the pastfew days!

Thehighest temperature here is only 25ºC and it can go all the down to 12ºC!!

I’malready wearing track bottom and cover my whole body up to sleep now, this isonly summer, I wonder what about winter then???

Peoplehere has been saying this is the coldest summer in don’t know how many years! Perhapsin their history! OMG!!!

Plus!The wind has been blowing like tornado for the past few days!

One canbarely stand firmly in wind like this, seriously!

My bodyhas been shivering whole day for the past few days….urghhhh

Iwatched a short film which happens to be homework of my friend, it was boringin the beginning but as it goes on, it turns out to be a quite meaningful movethough~

Thething that I learnt from this film is that man can be as great as god, if hehas a WILL!

Here isthe film (there are 2 parts) >>>> The Man Who Planted Trees

*youmight want to turn up the volume or use earphone to watch though LOL*

Sotomorrow or now is my 18^th birthday already?!

Franklyspeaking, I didn’t even realize it until someone told me my birthday was just 3hours away.

The lasttime I remember my birthday was when I wished weisee for her birthday.

It’slike bang! It is you birthday! Just like that.

Here I don’thave the feeling or atmosphere to remind myself once in a while about mybirthday I think.

I don’teven feel anything about or remember the date of this coming DRAGON Chinese NewYear, not to say my birthday.

I wonder if my family remember my birthday later?

Well….Happy Birthday Kid!!! You’re 18 now!! This is the moment where your lifechanges!! xD

By theway, my heartiest thank you to those who wished me!!!! =D

GOD!!! Forgetabout the television programs here, even the advertisements here are way moreboring than Malaysia’s! =.=

whatever it is, i miss you.

10.1.2012

2012-01-10T21:02:00.000+08:00

A lot of people have asked me don’t emo out of teasing or concerning, buthonestly I think sofar there is nothing much for me to be happy about being here.

Err, ifyou really want me list out at least one happy thing now, then I would say theweather here is damn cold!!! Haha! I win I win! *but this is the only thing Iwould win isn’t it? Stupid.*

Ya eh!Forgot to tell you all.

Here inAustralia, if you wanna register for a postpaid number, they will ask you tohave a stroll or go shopping for about one hour.

Duringthis period, there will be people calling you to ask your occupation and andall your backgrounds. Reason? To make sure you have the money to pay for thepostpaid bill.

What thehell?! =.=

So as Iwas going to register for a postpaid number under my dad’s name, the peoplesaid we can’t do so because dad has got no previous credit record yet.

Theysome kinda payment history to ensure you do pay your bill properly.

In theend, I have to wait for few weeks to see whether the company allows someexception since dad is a diplomat.

Ang momemang ang mo! You wanna give them money let them do some businesses they alsodon’t want. What kinda world is this?!?!?!?! Urghhh…..

Okay!Enough with this grumbling about everything here! =.=

Well,errr….what else can I say? o.o

Oh! I amlooking forward towards my diploma! Hope get to meet with plenty of newfriends, Malaysians will be better of course! xDD

Am I askingtoo much? LOLL

Here Iam listening to songs again~ Chinese songs of course! Hehe~

每天上网都看到有人约等下去喝茶~等下去看戏（要就自己来）~很多很多啦~

还有很多说又是去 chandran 又是去 OneU。。 *懂说着哪一班人了吧 xD*

我心想，死鬼啊你们！有的一起出去还要嫌多多，等到你们像我酱的时候你们就会后悔！真是的。。。 T__T

Facebook’speak hour is getting later and later recently, this is bad bad bad news for me!

Lasttime when the peak hour is between 10pm to 1am my time, I still can catch upwith the posts, but now everyone is going to work or outings until late night,this means the peak begins only at about 3am here, so…..you know…

By thetime I got to see all the posts the next morning, you all have gone to work or,who’s going to online early in the morning??? =.=

This isthe power of TIME!!!!!!!!!!!! Pathetic ……

Owh owh! Before I forget, does dyeing hair reallyis so cool?

It seemslike a lot of people have put dye hair as one of their top priorities afterSPM.

I don’treally fancy this, but, I think I’m the one who really need it?? LOLL

*self-teasing*==

I wonderwhen will my container arrive here…damn Zachary, the stupid packer!!! =.=

I needmy things~~ T_T

我期待，有一天我会回来。。。

张雨生—我期待~

Still misses you.

9.1.2012

2012-01-10T20:58:00.000+08:00

Midnightpost again! =D

I foundthat I’ve developed a habit of listening to songs through my laptop every nightbefore I sleep, including tonight.

Albeitwithout internet, well a proper internet I mean, listening to songs eases mymood~

Did someshopping yesterday, bought my writing desk, typing chair and a table lamp.

I gotone conclusion, furniture in Australia is damn expensive!!!!!!!!!!

A simpledesk with the ugliest look would easily cost you about AUS $300+ or times threefor Malaysia RM.

I shouldhave brought my whole house to here. =.=

Soeverything I’ve bought at here so far are tagged with ‘SALES’, other than that,don’t even dare to think about it.

Thisneeds some getting-used-to compared my lifestyle back in Malaysia. Urgh..

Change,I need. ZZZ!

人穷就是酱的啦~ LOL

Goinginto the second week of 2012, I’m going to University of Canberra to finalizeall the black and white and payments to enroll in February.

Diplomain Information Technology, I’m coming!!

Time tobuckle up!

Oh oh~last time forgot to post, my library card xD

Facebookis full of job’s posts~

Wellgood luck and go earn the first pot of gold in your life please!!! *if you can*XD

人在澳洲，身不由己~ LOLLL

我没机会赚这桶金了~~

Well, Ihave to admit that my emotions are still going up and down sometimes.

Like WeiSee said, not emo, is EMOTIONAL!! xD

Strollingthrough Canberra really isn’t a good thing, it builds up your emotions. =.=

Here,it’s really like what we always see in the western movies where you drive onthe road with pale green and brown bushes and trees are at the both sides.

After asometime only will you get back to the city with buildings.

Theaverage distance here isn’t really long but with the speed limits fluctuatingin every single road, you just can’t go fast. =.=

The carsare little, but the speed cameras and speed limits are damn lot.

Typicalang mo stupid law enforcement.

Before I sign off,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ALL THE BEST IN EVERYTHING CAPRI !!XD

*i know it's quite late already by the time you see this =X*

missed the chance of buying you present and your birthday celebration too~ sorry~ ><

Believe it or not, I still miss you every day.

But, so what?

another day

2012-01-06T22:42:00.001+08:00

1.27am now~ another midnight typing~~
had a long chat with ZiWen just now..thank you jie jie~~ O.O

today went to apply for converting my P licence to Australian P licence..
unfortunately, according to the law here, i must retake their L licence (which require 6+ months to complete) and then follow by their P licence again (which require 3 YEARS!!!!) only can i get the actual licence...zzz
you know~~ ang mo always follows the rules.. =.=
the most they can do is reduce by P duration at here according to how long i have been driving in P back in Malaysia (which is about 1 year).

i think by the time i already on my way back to Malaysia?? lolx
so in the end i never convert it.
just wait till my Malaysian P ends at 3rd of March 2013 and straight away convert it to the actual licence here~~ no licence!!! T__T

macam lost one of my priviledge of being a 18.. LOL
though i can't drive much here as here is not my teritory..urghh

today was especially cold~ bright sun with cool wind~
it just made me feel a bit of sour deep down as i travelled from town to town..
i guess i just cant stop that feeling huh~

miss you especially....miss you all

如果有一天。。。

2012-01-05T11:55:00.000+08:00

今天终于来到了公共图书馆上网。。

看了看其他人的部落格和 facebook 里的 posts, 好像真的是脱节了，任命吧你！!

前几个礼拜都是看书来过日子（除了去悉尼那个礼拜啦）

今天终于看完最后一本了——《爱的能量书》

这本书说着很多潜意识的东西，说真的我并不是很明白潜意识这个东西。。><

有机会在上网查个清楚吧~

看完了这3本书，想回去真的是后悔到死。

当初应该多买几本小说来看，之前还找到了九把刀的另外几本作品，不过最后还是没买。

*那时候哪里懂回闷到、凄惨到这个样子哦*

对了，朋友们读书的读书了，orientation的orientation 了，做工的做工了~

开始了自己全行的路程，虽然说很悲，不过还祝大家一路顺风吧~

不要停下脚步，用以往的一切当做未来的盾牌~

当然，不要变得太多，要变就一定要往好的变！

“I thinkthe only reason why people hold on to memories is because memories are the onlything don’t change when everyone else does”

这句话是从朋友们给我的相簿里找到的，说得有点绝，不过有道理，回忆就是那么的珍贵~

“原来，只要分开了的人，无论原来多么熟悉，也会慢慢变得疏远。”

很残酷的事实。。

不过我还是相信任何事都有例外的，不是吗？ =D

从很早就明白，我讨厌孤单。

就算是谈情感，有很多麻烦，

也还是很向往爱的人来做伴。

太从动的结果反而更混乱，

更心酸，更混乱。

我只能勇敢，学习。。释然。。

把离别的苦，思念的酸，都看淡。

人总要习惯，生命就是一站一站，不断在转换。

我只能勇敢，顺其。。自然。。

>>萧煌奇的“只能勇敢”

如果有一天，我们再见面。。。。。

我想念你，不知道你相信吗？

啊随便啦！

3.1.2012

2012-01-05T11:40:00.001+08:00

I’mback to Canberra after 10 days in Sydney.

Seriously,I really don’t like coming back here.

Asideof internet and tv problem, the main thing is this city is too quiet.

Thereare untouched lands all over this place and they are grown with bushes.

Thismakes me feel like I’m something like isolated. Urgh.

Combinedwith the internet and tv problems, every night I start to think of life back inMalaysia blabla and misses my friends.

Wellit’s not that when I’m in Sydney I don’t have all these feelings, it’s justthat they grow stronger when I’m in Canberra.

Iswear it’s the same old feeling every night.

Itsucks!

Tuojiele la..zhen de shituojie le..

Zenyang o xianzai? Wu nai la!

Thankgod I brought along the album my friends did for me and all those farewellpresents.

Theyhelp in easing the feelings. =)

Ihave finished the novel 《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》,it is awesome!!!!!!

Thenovel is far more detail than the movie, and it gave me a lot of imaginingspaces.

Thereare many true and damn correct words and quotes in the book.

Theyare not like those 大道理blablabla butare normal things that just will wake you up.

Perfecttiming eh to read the novel now.xD

Sonow I’m left with one last book to read, thank you for both the books eh, ifnot I would have die of boredom by now~~ =D

It’sgoing to be a long night again tonight.

Still the same, missing you.

It never really goes away, it just whether I have enough number of thingsto do to fade it off a little and that’s all.

wake up!!

2012-01-01T23:30:00.002+08:00

first day of 2012 have just past like that without anything special~

at least i know there are people who just don't learn from their pasts.
maybe they just don't even bother to learn? or maybe they enjoy all those problems repeating themselves? maybe they love problems as their entertainments? who knows?

all i know is that, while these people are enjoying the repeat of the same old problems, there are people on the other side of the problems who are suffering.
i know i sound sarcastic by using the term 'enjoying', but as the matter of fact, these people just made me feel so.

think before you act, learn from the past, prepare for the long term.
先看左，再看有，再看左；路上没车，才过马路！！ =D

自己明白明白吧~~ xD

i hate the ladies here, the ratio is about 6 out of 10 ladies on the street smoke!!
what the hell is this?!?!
it's disgusting!
just hate it!! =.=

time flies!!
a week or more of stay in Sydney is coming to an end.
will be going to the ever-boring Canberra on Tuesday.
back to the boring city with damn lesser people and cars, still without internet and of course mobile line.
let me sleep later for a little longer.
when i'm back to Canberra, it's a lot more harder for me to sleep late with the boredom.

many people went to NS already right?
well all the best!!!
soon, there will be a lot more people enrolling into their colleges!!
best of luck too!!!

haven't seen you on the net for quite some time, wondering where are you? o.O
上了大学后，应该真的会慢慢。。。fade off....yeah fade off...

welcome to 2012!!

2011-12-31T23:03:00.003+08:00

hey hey hey! it's 2012 already here in Australia!!!!!!

Happy new year people!!!!!!!!!!!!
welcome to 2012, the year of apocalypse~ according to rumuor~~

yeah~ forget all the bad things and anticipate the new and better future~ =D
it always made me feel great to see your message, always for the past few years, always.

all of a sudden, i have been in Australia for one year and i'm in my second year now~ xD
and i'm another 3 hours older than all my friends now~ hehe~

went to Ballaat Park near Darling Harbour just now to watch the new year eve's fireworks.
9pm was okay, but the 12am one, the park was jam packed!
i can't get back to the original great place i got at 9pm.
so just watched the fireworks halfway to the park, nonetheless i still got a great view though.

while the fireworks were awesome, i still couldn't get the view from the front of the Harbour Bridge.
it was the backview, so i can only get the best view of the fireworks coming from the bridge when the fireworls fly high up.
the road through to The Rock, where i can view the fireworks in front of the bridge was closed last night, that's why.
anyway, the photos are here, 9pm one and 12am one. =)

ohya, the number of people i saw on the street just now was waywayway more than during christmas eve.
of course, full of alcohol smells too, typical westeners~~~

人生没有意外，这是九把刀在《那些年》小说里说的，有道理。
这时候读《那些年》实在是太适合了，才刚离开中学生涯，这本书，又让我回忆起中三至高二（form3--form5)的生活。
真是越读就越悲，越读就越好笑，有些情节真的是更以前的自己一模一样。
这本书，好！！！

又想你了，是时候控制了吧？

距离好像又回到从前从前酱子了。。悲啊。。。

Grow Up

2011-12-29T22:55:00.001+08:00

one more day before 2011 ends.
must find a spot to watch fireworks in Sydney!!!

Darling Harbour? Circular Quay? The Rock? LG Imax? @.@
I just knew from The Sydney Morning Herald that there are total of 7 fireworks spots that night. @@

People have been playing the app showing when are you going to die on Facebook.
Mine will be in 2012, so i guess goodbye to you all?? LOLL! Touch wood please.. =.=

Ohya, one thing about my ex-club.
I'm disappointed, that's it, awfully disappointed.
Not only do they never fulfill what they have promised, they surrender before they even start trying.
It has been a long time since I last use this word, pathetic!
The young ones are still young, they older ones are still thinking naively.
So now what?
Come on la, stop being like a kid who only cries when you feel the pain instead of finding a way to cure the pain.
I'm numb.
I'm speechless.
I feel like crying you know?
Fine, it will take almost two pages if I really wanna scold, what the hell have you all been doing all these times?
Enough is enough. Be brave kids.

It feels like being healed everytime your message appears. =)
But, how long will this hold on? o.o

They always said that things will be better once I got new friends in college.
All i know is that, no matter how many new friends i get, i will always miss the old ones.

Of course, i hope our interactions wont fade off as time passes.

Maybe the things that we can talk about become lesser? And we become more unknown to each other?

I still miss you.

Clockwork

2011-12-28T19:52:00.003+08:00

I feel that, as we grow older and more mature, time flies faster. Don't you feel so too?

A friend of mine once told me as we grow older, we know what we are doing all the times, we have our own directions, that is why time seems like flying faster than ever.
I agreed.

I still remember I wished the time would come faster so that SPM can end faster and I can go to Australia faster when I send my dad to KLIA back in November. (p/s: i regret i thought so.)
I still remember the day when we all say oh god, it's SPM tomorrow and all those wishes kept coming in and going out.
I still remember me and the others bull shitting about the Physics 2 paper during the lunch break and kept complaining there is still one long week to go.

But then, days by days, 7th of Dec arrived and past.
Melaka Trip came and gone.
And finally 17th of Dec reached and past.

Now, there are just 3 days before 2011 ends.
Time just won't like 'Hey! You're busying? I'll wait for you.'

Once 2012 starts, i think many people will start preparing for their studies and of course, National Service.
In other words, we all will start walking into our separate routes.
真的是有缘再见或下次再见了。
Well have you all start your plannings and preparations? Or still playing or wandering around everyday unwilling to know what you should be doing?

I will only be enrolling in February, but watching my friends one by one enrolling into their courses in January, I have a sense of guilt, for I will still be wasting my time while Facebook will be filled with study atmosphere.

I feel like, you are so near and yet so far.
How I wish.....

Walk Walk Walk

2011-12-27T19:30:00.004+08:00

well well well! it's the third day in Sydney and 7 days more to spend in here~ =D

today was....'amazing'!
we went to the Darling Harbour from our hotel in George Street by car, only to walk all the way back to George Street.
have no idea how far we walked? google map yourself, I was half-dead.

i'll let the pictures do the talking.

i live on the 15th floor, count yourself xD

Sydney Opera House

Sydney Harbour Bridge


Meet the Darling Harbour, my hotel and the Opera House are on the other side of all those buildings and we walked from here to the other side there.

By the way, i finally have the chance to shop today.
My only gain? Adidas Decade Hi (Aus $84) after 40% discount xDD

Ohya, had an awful night last night.
Sleep a while wake up a while, after that have to lie down a while only can go back into sleep, only to wake up again.
This process went on and on and i finally i gave up sleeping. =.=
Thank god it's 8++ in the morning already by that time.
I sleep on the carpet by the way. Er hem.

I see many people are going to start their college lives as early as the first week of 2012. O.O
Well, all the best and don't let your anxiety get the better of you?
I mean don't be too 热血 in meeting new friends, no any extra meanings. =X
This is the new chapter of our lives, again! (Y)

There're much more to talk about but it's hard to type out.
So, that's all.

i still dream of you, you guys.

Sydney

2011-12-25T22:47:00.001+08:00

first night in Sydney!!!
first impression, i'm back to civilisation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOLL

this is the first time i have seen so many cars and people since i arrived in Australia a week ago.
a sense of relieve, yeah, i am a city people~

took a 3.30 hours bus trip from Canberra to Sydney.
Sydney really does have a lot of Asian, they are all over the streets!
i'm currently staying in Shangri-La Hotel.
guess what? the view are the Sydney Harbour Bridge and the Sydney Opera House!
awwwww~ <3
this is what i call a love in first sight~ xD
(p/s : this really is a great antibiotic to my miss towards my friends and my own home in Malaysia.)

well it's 1.33am of 26th december now, you know what it means?
it's BoXing Day SALESSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

gonna go shopping later~~
hopefully i can grab some things back without being squashed by people.. O.O

how i wish i could have a phone line here now.
my phone has gone asleep for quite some time.

hmmm..it's quite hard to guess what are you thinking.
i miss everything.
every post also missing everything, kinda annoyed with myself too =_=

well time heals isn't it?
we'll see.

the only thing that is hard to heal, missing you.

24.12.2011

2011-12-25T12:36:00.002+08:00

This is thethird consecutive blog post, the very first time I typed blog for threeconsecutive days.

11.52 pmnow or 8.52 pm in Malaysia.

I’mstill haven’t feel sleepy, oh come on, I have never slept earlier than 10 pmfor the past 17 years, ignoring those sick days and camping days.

I’mstill typing my blog in Word, still without internet access except through mymum newly registered Optus Prepaid which has unlimited access to Facebook.

Dadcalled from Sydney this evening asking whether or not we want to go to Sydney,of course it’s a yes.

As I’dsay in the last post, dad has gone to Sydney working till the 3^rd ofJanuary next year, so that means we are going to Sydney too till the 3^rdof January. O.O

Onewhole week eh~

This isamazing compared to stay in Canberra (in my house only actually) throughout theChristmas and New Year.

Days ofboredom are finally going to end! Well hopefully.

Consideredthis as 苦尽甘来?? LOL

I’mlooking forwards to the stay in Sydney! =D

Thismeans that I have travelled to 4 places in one week time. O.O

KL>> Melbourne (transit) >> Canberra >> Sydney

Fantastichuh? xD

Nonetheless,I will still be full of regrets for not being able to spend my Christmas Eveand New Year eve with my friends.

Thisshould have been a precious chance for me as I can drive on my own and I amfree from back-to-school dilemma.

Well,regret. Full of regrets.

I was onFacebook just now and all of a sudden the updates in my Close Friends categoryslowed drastically.

After awhile only I realized they all have gone outing together for the Christmas Evecelebration.

I feltsour honestly, but what to do?

Themessages have finally stopped.

I guessannoyance and perhaps ignorance have grown.

It maybemy necessity but perhaps it’s not him/hers.

It’sbingo!

For onceI have thought that finally it clicks, well I guess it never.

I see alot of people are going to start their college lives coming January.

Soeveryone is going their separate ways finally?

The timehas come then.

Suddenlythink of this lyric from 欧得洋’s song, I forgot the name of thesong by the way.

我丢掉了很多东西，就是学不会丢伤心。

Cant’ stop the feeling, yet.

Miss you.

23.12.2011

2011-12-25T12:34:00.002+08:00

10.53pmhere, I’m typing blog again knowing that I can’t post it.

My eyesare watery even before I on my laptop.

I stillmiss people in Malaysia.

Theabsence of internet and tv here have made me feel more homesick than ever.

Paused awhile…my tears dropped.

Today mydad have to go to Sydney to work.
Weactually planned to go shopping for a lot of stuffs this weekend prior toChristmas and Boxing Day sales, but…

And withdad gone to Sydney, I have lost my last available way to log onto Facebook tostay in touch of what’s going on with you guys.

I won’tbe getting any phone line here soon, mum said wait and discuss later with dadwhen he’s back.

Maybegotta share mum’s phone when she registers a new line tomorrow.

DowntownGungahlin is quite convenient as it has supermarkets like Jusco (Coles,Woolworths, Big W, Aldi) and the Optus Store—the telco store.

Have astroll today in the town after dad went to Sydney, found a public librarythere.

Hopefullythere is internet available there as SS said.

I havefinished the book Those We Suffer, Those We Be Clever today.

It isconfirmed, I LOVE THAT BOOK!!

Most ofthose quotes and 道理 just click with my current life.

Thankyou for the book boss.. =)

So farlife in Canberra is quite horrible.

At firstI have at least limited internet and tv programmes,but now I don’t even have either one of them.

My dailysequence of activities is sleep, eat, play/read, eat, play/read and sleepagain.

Greatisn’t it? =.=

By theway, I have been dreaming about my friends every night since the very firstnight in Australia.

All thedreams are about friends and outings and futsal, even SPM!!

I stillremember I dreamt of failing my Chinese in SPM. =__=

Well,every time I wake up I know it’s one of those dreams again.

Buthonestly I do hope it happens in reality.

Thosedreams just made me miss my friends more. Damn it.

Am Ithinking too much now?

But Ihad the confirmation before…

So, whatnow?

Miss you.

22.12.2011

2011-12-25T12:33:00.003+08:00

It’s11pm here, the second night in my new ‘home’ in Franklin, Gungahlin and ofcourse, without any internet access.

I haveonly been able to log on to Facebook through dad’s iPhone, that is after he isback from work and take turn with my mum and bro.

Withoutinternet, but still think of typing blog.

So forthe time being I type in Word and post onto blog next time.

Thingshave gone normally, except that it’s a strangely cold summer now.

Theynormally have hot summer, not cold ones.

Everydaythis time, I’ll surely have a sad feeling deep down.

I thinkit’s because I’m still missing my friends in Malaysia.

Yeah,I’m sure I’m still missing them.

I feellike crying when I saw someone’s pictures, those memories…argh..

Plusregretting why didn’t I hang out more often with him or her when I was inMalaysia.

STUPIDME!!

I’m nottrying to keep letting people feel like “aww, he cried again, so sad” or “hecried….”

I’mnot showing!

Butjust…I don’t have anyone to talk to about all these, not anymore.

So I just type out here.

I don’tknow whether will this continue or not when I start my diploma and make newfriends.

But I amsure that I will keep on missing my friends even after I meet new friends.

Sittinghere on a mattress in my own room with two empty cupboards and twoclothes-filled luggage, I have some kinda isolated feel.

It justdon’t feel good.

My teleeping area, bed frame and writing desk will be here after christmas

My room, the two doors are actually cupboards

Listeningto Chinese songs.. I will not forget Chinese!! LOLL

Chinesesongs are still the best to make one feel better. =)

Thereare many questions in my head,

Arethose things really just limited to those days??

Are thefeelings really limited??

Am I oneof those in the let-by-gone-be-by-gone category??

Pathetic.Stupid. Damn.

Ibrought along 3 novels with me.

Onebought on my own (You Are the Apple of My Eye)

Theother two are gifts by friend (Those We Suffer, Those We Be Clever, Power ofLove)

I’mgoing to finish ‘Those We Suffer ‘, the more I read this book, the more I loveit!

THANKYOU FOR YOUR WILLINGNESS TO GIVE IT TO ME!! =D

翻着我们的照片，想念若隐若现。

去年的冬天，我们笑得很甜。

The song I’m listening to now.

Really very sweet isn’t it Murnians and Kepongites?? =)

These few days I have to look at pictures only can I fall asleep, butthen once I’ve fallen asleep, there will dreams and dreams coming into my head.

They surely looked real, but once I woke up from it, urgh, don’t evenmention it… =.=

Time to stop here, this post is too long I think? >_<

11.44pm now, time to off the light and TRY to sleep.

Goodnight people =)

2nd day

2011-12-20T23:58:00.001+08:00

well..coming into the second day in Canberra..i'm still in the process of getting used to the environment here..


my current serviced apartment at Kingston


the view from the balcony


Kingston Terrace~

the good news is i'm moving into my official new house (rented) tomorrow. the house is so darn big that i can afford to change my room everyday =o=


this is my new house (the cars are not mine laa)


the view from the balcony, yeah, it's a lake~ LOL

now here comes the bad news, i won't be having internet until mid january of 2012. DAMN!!!!!!!!!!

the people said they will be having christmas holiday, so works are off until the end of december.
when they are back, they still need few days to dispatch their team to install everything.
so by that time it's already mid january..awesome huh? =.=

well i'll try to find some alternatives then, hopefully i'll find one.
haven't got a phone network here, maybe gonna try to sign one up, though i won't be using it to call or sms anyone =_=

all these just sound so pathetic...

nevermind, i have been reading a book given by a friend of mine as a farewell gift.
the book is called 'Those We Suffer, Those We Be Clever' or 《不曾心碎，就不知什么是幸福。》

there are some quotes that are quite meaningful.
for example,

山不过来，我就过去；爱不过来，我就过去。

我很喜欢茶道师的干利休的一句话：一期一会。
“一期”，是指人的一生； “一会”，是意味只有一次相会。
他说，我们现在喝的这一碗茶，就是独一无二的一碗茶，以后再也不可能出现相同的一碗。
所以，我们应该珍惜眼前的这碗茶，但也无需执着——因为，人生瞬息万变，而“改变”却是唯一的不变。
友情，说穿了，也不正是如此吗？
如果不能友谊长存，那就接受缘起缘灭。

it's 3am here already ><

it is really time to sleep. Goodnight people!

don't know when can online again... =.=

i do miss you.

unfamiliar

2011-12-18T23:16:00.003+08:00

touched down in Canberra at 1++pm local time.

for the first time in my life, i'm damn proud to be a Malaysian.

KLIA is waywaywaywaywaywaywayway more awesome than Melbourne Airport amd Canberra Airport =..=

first time in business class, it was cool~~ =D

i'm still not used to seeing western people everywhere, including in the market...
the city was quite empty with just few cars on the roads, especially after 5pm (working hours).

i used to have this kinda unfamiliar feeling towards the surrounding while on vacations,
but then i realized that i'm not on a vacation, i have to actually be part of this surrounding for years to come.

i gotta abandon Malaysian lifestyle to adapt to Australian lifestyle.
swapping mamak and yumcha with nothing??
changing friends with nothing??
no more night shopping at mall.
most importantly, no more sms-ing with my friendsss T__T

argh..this is hard...

well there are two things that caught me by surprise...
they have adult factory outlet and adult cafe...wth?!??!?! =__+
speechlessssss...

there are still a lot of things that need to be reconfigured..ya..reconfigured...
haihh...

finish reading the bigbigbig album by my friends..
thank you people!! (p/s: thx xinyi for the scolding too =X)
I JUST LOVE IT!!

first day in Australia and i have already started to miss Malaysia..
aduhaiiii...

see la see la~
船到桥头自然直嘛~~

ohya..my last picture taken in Malaysia~~

ciao people~ 2.15am in australia, 11.15pm in malaysia now..

i miss you..

i miss you...

GOODBYE

2011-12-17T21:23:00.000+08:00

okay..i'm currently at Golden Lounge in KLIA~
there are some 20+ minutes left before i leave my TANAH AIR~~~~!!!!!

just wanna say thank you to all my friends for the surprise this morning..
i know you all wanted to see my tears, but so sorry, they almost came out~ i never tahan btw~~~~
perhaps it's because i cried before the night i was back from Melaka. T.T

i don't know how to describe my feelings now....
tsunami feelings~~~

argh...
my friends, we shall meet again in years to come.
i don't know how long, but i just know i will be back!!

we shall meet again

goodbye

all the best

best of luck

for the time being..we'll meet on the internet. =)

i miss you!!!

last post in Malaysia

2011-12-17T21:16:00.002+08:00

Now I havetime to blog…..finallyyyyyyy~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Talk aboutthe Melaka Class Trip.

It wasbeautiful.. Pure beautiful~

Melakawasn’t supposed to be fun actually as most of us had been there, but as this isa class trip, everything just seemed awesome and wonderful~!!

Yeah.. awesomeand wonderful!!

There are 4albums in fb for the trip. You all scroll through them yourself ba =D

Thepictures speak all~

Oh by theway,

To :Malaysia’s ‘proudest’ internet and home phone provider, TM

I !@#$%^&*()*&^%$#@!#$%^**(*&&^%%$ YOU!!!!!!

From: Zk with a lotsa lotsa lotsa LOVE~~

Thanks totheir sucks worker, my internet was cut too early.

And I gotno internet for few days.

If not forme and mum to wait at TM Point Kepong for 4hours plus lots scolding, theyweren’t gonna give a damn.

In the end,they never really get my line connected back.

They justgave me the TM own line that is used for diagnostic what so ever.

And ta da!16/12/2011 got internet. 17/12/2011 the internet is off again! Once and forall. ==…==

Lazy gocomplaint already aa~~ typical Malaysian service >>>> pathetic!

Last night,I chat with my friend on the phone for 4 hours plus I guess?

That wasthe first and last time.

It wasgreat, really just feel so good to be able to chat like that. Thank you~~!!

Rockysounds so man, but The SS, you are cruel!! You cut the dog!!!! T__T

Thank youfor those gifts boss~ The bonus can be cancelled already x)

I guessthis is the last post from me typed in Malaysia.

I used tosay I’m going to Australia on the 17^th December, but now, it’stomorrow already!!!!

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

Franklyspeaking, I still can’t quite believe I’m leaving Malaysia tomorrow, leavingbehind all my 17 years of memories here and of course, all my dear friends!

To all mybest friends especially the form5 ones~

From the eldestWei See (hey Capri!! xD) to the youngest Zhen Lun (doggie =D)

We willmeet again!! We will!!!!!

Once inCanberra, every single thing will be new and not familiar at all.

So, 传船到桥头自然直吧~~

SEE LAA SEELAAA =)

This postwill be posted in airport as I have no internet at home.

My firstever post that is posted after being typed in Microsoft Word and final posttyped in Malaysia.

It’s 2.25amof 17^th December now, signing off now~

So longguys~ I’ll be back!! That’s for sure!!!

the night i was touched

2011-12-11T00:17:00.001+08:00

farewell night with my friends..

THANK YOU FRIENDS FOR THE NIGHT!!!!

i didn't expect all those cake and champagnes stuffs~
a word represents all my feelings...touched~

endless thank you to you all~
tonight is highly possible to be the final outing with you all.
as said in weisee's blog, it reminded me of 5 years ago.
the time when we first met, the time when everything begins, the time when our friendships are created.

you all are carved in my soul.

many people asked me when i'll be back, seriously, i really don't know.
but just like capri daigajie said, i will surely be back!
the only question is when~ we'll see.
it won't be soon that's for sure..

tonight, i was touched.
touched by my friends, my lovely lovely friends.

gotta go, Melaka trip with my classmates 2ml~
ciao~

the day the feelings

2011-12-09T02:30:00.001+08:00

sing k whole day.
farewell whole night.
yum-cha whole midnight.

things just can't get any better than these~~!!! xDD

8 people (me, vv, kenji, cp, fed, yq, ws, zw) went to Midvalley only to have 6 people sing k.
君子不强人所难~
since weisee and ziwen don't feel like singing~ cincai la~~~

songs of high notes we had conquered!
i have forgotten this kind of relax and no-holds-barred feelings, until today! =D
两袖清风果然让人感觉。。妙！！

felt pity for zw and ws by the way as they have waited 2 hours for the stupid ktm (missed the train twice as they just can't squeeze their way into the train) =.=
typical malaysian public transport.
delays as usual. pushing and pushing and pushing as usual.

bought a iPhone 4S case for my dad (by borrowing money =.=)

meet my fellow capri. >> Wei See Dai Ga Jie =D

the first time yam wen taller than me O.O

farewell was better than what i've expected after all those chaos and uproars in these few days.
the party had officially mark the end of my duty in choir club (the first school thingy that i have so many feelings in it)

as written in weisee's blog, we have graduated but we don't really have any feelings about it as we have NO GRADUATION DAY!!

signing off now...another day staying up till late night.

TODAY WAS REALLY REALLY REALLY FANTASTIC

thirrd chapter

2011-12-08T01:15:00.001+08:00

half a year layoff from my blog...now im back!
but with a new status >> a graduated secondary student!
this is it!
this is the end of another chapter of my life...
compared to primary school ones...this one is far more meaningful, far more saddening, far more unwillingness, far more of everything...

i can now declare myself as a free man!!!! a free free free man!!! at least until february of 2012~~

but behind all these excitement, a deep regretness is growing deep down.

regret that we are all really really gonna leave each other and go on our own separate ways.
regret that this time has come and go too fast.
form 5 is the fastest year ever in my 17 years of life!

“分道扬镳”
在没有更适合的词语可形容如今的情况了。

3 or 4 months ago, the confirmation letter came, but i got no any feelings about Australia thingy at all.

3 or 4 months later, today, the feelings came.
sad, unwillingness, regret. you name it i have it.

i can't believe that i have only one week to enjoy my time with my friends.
i can't believe i will be fying to Australia in 9 days time.
i just can't believe all these are really happening.
gosh! damn!
1 week is just not enough! i need 1 month!!! argh...
dream on!

every second passed means i every second closer to 17th night.
this is horrifying.

with my house full of brown boxes, cupboard without a single clothes and the sound of pulling the cellophane tape everyday.
it is just...ya...pathetic!

when will me meet again?
i really don't know.

when will i back again?
i really don't know.

i will surely miss every eenie minie tiny bit things here.
friends are gone case perhaps?
online interaction is nothing compared to seeing face-to-face....

where will we all be 2 months later?
what are we doing at that time?

keep in touch please buddies!!!!!!
i seriously need that.
i am that weak.

就算是我不懂。。。能不能原谅我。。。
来不及听见。。。。你一走得很远。。。

很后悔当初一味的，愚蠢的追求。。。
这是我最后悔错的。。后悔。。。。

the third chapter of our lives...has officially begun!

It's done..

2011-07-18T00:51:00.001+08:00

12.13am of 17 july 2011 as I'm typing now...

I was lying on my bed some 15 minutes ago without any sense of sleepiness..
Some kinda sad mood was aggravating inside my heart..I just couldn't stabilise my mood..

Kiss The Rain was playing on my phone...I just feel like listening to it suddenly...
As the song was playing...tears started to drop uncontrollably...

Now I know what I'm sad-ing for all the time...
Yeap...I'd just ended my last outing with my team...my last competition with them..

Well the day didn't go so well...and it's a long story which I'm not interested in typing it out...

My mind is full of pictures of the moment when I'm leaving the choir team..
Kepong Shine it is~
full of pictures of the moment when I'm leaving my friends..

And suddenly...I felt a kind of loneliness...a kind of afraid...
Afraid of losing ever single moment that I have now and i had before...
Afraid of having to adapt to new surrounding new people new world soon...

And suddenly...I realised that I'm not that strong as people always think I am after all..
I realised after so many things I've been through...I'm not as tough as even me myself too once thought of...

I used to think that...all these feeling stuffs will come and go easily...
There's nothing to be afraid of...
Well...I guess I'm darn wrong..

Kepong Choir is such a special team...
It's not about co-curricular activity...it's not an average club like any others..
It's just so different...

It's full of feelings inside...tears laughters angers...
Everything that you could ever think of...
Well if you're not part of it...you wouldn't understand even a wee bit of those...

And suddenly..I miss the moments that I got scolded by pb..
The moments when I first became the president..
learning how to be friend with the members...how to take care of every single one in the club...how to work together with my own team...

Memories started to flash back...
The first time in choir back in f3 together with 2 other friends of mine...
And then slowly gaining experiences and lessons...
And then pouring more and more efforts...
And then knocking some big obstacles hardly...
And then getting to know more and more friends...
And finally...developing the choir spirit..the passion and feelings about it...not to the choir....
But to the people in it..every single of one them...

Poof!!!! it's the mid of July 2011 now...

As we'd lost state level perpaduan...it means that this year the activities will close earlier than expected...

Tears are already dried now...but the feelings within remained....
It's complicated....
Crying in my bed at midnight is the last thing that I ever wanted...urgh

I'm glad...so so so so glad to get into choir!!!
I'm grateful...for betting to know all these people in choir!!!
I'm honoured...to be able to bring pride to the club and school together with all of them!!!

This club coloured my life beautifully!!!

We sing for our pride for our dignity..
We sing to the people we wanted..
We work our way to the top...
All of these...and many more...we did it TOGETHER AS A TEAM!!!

And together... WE ARE ONE!!!

People...thank you very much for everything you have done for the club!

12.49am now...
I'm still in that kinda sadness...
Anyway gotta sleep too....
Goodnight everyone...

Deep inside...

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The day when it comes..

2011-07-10T17:16:00.002+08:00

9/7/2011 State Level Perpaduan Choir Competition

Everyone went to Putrajaya with the hope of becoming the champion again as we did for the past few years..

We have been preparing throughout the past 7 months starting Dec. 2010 just for this competition...

We have what we needed..the unity, the strength, the skills, the feelings, the mood
We did the best we could

In the end..we lost..we got no.2 ..behind Damansara Jaya

I can neither say they are better than us nor we are better than them..
Because our styles are completely different...
Perhaps the judges?...

Still..I have nothing but praises and proud to my fellow team as they worked really really hard all the way till this moment this level...

Thank you very much..that 12minutes on stage was the best I had ever have..

Although we weren't the champion..but hey..
We all gained another valuable lesson..
And finally something that has been missing from from our choir is back..
The holy FEELING in the song~~ it may not be the best yet..but at least we got it!!

So...at the end of the day..Selangor Shines.. Here we come!!!!

___________________________________

Deep down..I'm sorry....to all my ex-seniors and Pn. Bong especially...to who ever that are involved..

I have failed..

Failed to live up to the expectation..
Failed to fulfil the promises..
Failed to bring them to repeat the feat of being the defending champion..
Failed to......just failed...

Tears..dropped onto my hand....

For the first in my life...

I now really know what is the true dejection..sadness..disappointment...

And..wx...I don't think you will see this..

But I've failed to finish my compulsory task and responsibility you told me in the letter..

the darkest dream has become reality...

I'll closed it down to myself...let it be an all time reminder..

Move on with the team...I will...

Deep down..it's crushed....

Tears...dropped again....

Kepong Shine...2011
Naib Johan Pertandingan Koir Lagu-Lagu Patriotik Peringkat Negeri Selangor..

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REALITY Check!

2011-06-27T00:08:00.001+08:00

Well well..my blog is quite dusty recently...

Hmmm..I actually have a lot write about..buy I'm just too lazy to type it out.. >.<

Now where should I start?~~

Ahh! Got it...

It has been 2 years since I first said I'm going to Australia..
I guess ppl already thought that I'm just crapping after so long and I'm still in Malaysia~~

Well..let me tell you again.. I'm going to Australia, and this time it's real..

Dad earliest will go first by the end of august..

And me? I'm going there after spm.. No point skipping spm after preparing it for 5 years right eh?~~

For my dad and mum...they'll be there for at least 3 years..
As for me and my bro.. We're surely gonna stay longer until we finish our degree what so ever there..

It sounds awesome in terms of education and life there..
But..think again..I'm gonna miss all those gatherings, trips, outings blablabla with my friends..

My bro had already been through all those..but I haven't!!!
and I certainly don't wanna miss it!! T.T

Oh god...it's like a two-edge sword...
On one hand I feel happy cause I'm going to Australia to further my studies~~
hey!! It's Australia man~~ what else could I ask for??

But but but...
On the other hand...I'm missing all my friends...and all those precious moments together with them...damn!!

Best of all~~
the gov will only sponsors two-way tickets for the whole family to come back here ONCE!
Which means that I'm probably going to come back here only once in 3 years..or longer perhaps~ sounds great huh ==

Enough of the Australia stuffs..
We'll see about that when 2011 ends..

My mid-year exam dropped...awfully..

There nothing much that I can say..
I got nobody but myself to blame for..
It's my fault..

Thank god it's a mid-year exam..not TRIAL!!

So I still have two months left to salvage my personal dignity and pride..
Not to mention my results too..for the sake of my future...

Come on~~ it's just papers and papers~~

I'm sure I can squash them into jars of paper juice~~ x) hehe..

Alright..time to go...11.50pm now..
2ml assembly again..darn!! ==

Before I log off...there's 2 ppl that I wanna say thank you..

They are Vivy Ang and Kenji Loh~~
* I cant believe that I'm actually typing all these out >_< *

Because of their far richer experiences and great advices..

Together with them..we've managed to lead the club till this far..
There's countless help from them...
And now..I have countless thank you for them~~

THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!

Only 2 months left..

Let's work our way to the top!!!~~ =]

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hang on

2011-05-31T23:44:00.000+08:00

hmmm...here comes another holidays again~

lazy to blog actually...

but somehow forced myself to.. =.=

just back from scout camp on Sunday~

my real holidays started only on monday~~ xD

*with choir practice* urgh...

this time..the camp were actually just to celebrate the National Youth Day~

no scouting stuffs at all ==

went to Putrajaya to join the festivals and celebrations~~

the 1st day was awful as we got a stupid damn bus driver who kept giving excuses to drop us somewhere in the middle of Putrajaya... =.=

in the end..we walked for more than half an hour or few km to our campsite..

then we waited another half an hour plusplus for our teacher to arrive to register..

by that time..we all already half living~~ LOL

these were while we're finding our way to the cmapsite

the people-saving drill at the lake beside our campsite

but that's the 1st day~~

the second was quite imba actually~ xD

whole day carnivals..

and ended our day with Super Junior M's concert~ xDDD

unexpected huh~

the carnival~~

we're supposed to be standing behind thousands of ppl~

but some medics suddenly called upon us to help some fainted people..

so we ended up in front of the stage watching the concert Xp

it was just awesome~ though i'm not really interested in Korean groups~

two ambulances came twice

the stage and the blue sea of crowd~~

3 days without a proper bath~~

the essence of my sweat were all in the uniform~ xD LOL

last day-packing up~

perhaps this is my last camp in my teenage scouting life~

argh...damn it...

don't know why..my academics are undergoing free-fall~

at least that's what some of my friends told me..

i did feel so..

perhaps i'm just not brave enough to admit it..

well..

somehow..i will and i must stop that...

i swear!!!

damn...when i'm not blogging..

i got a lot of idea of what to blog..

then when i'm in front of the desktop...

i'm...~~BLANK~~

what's this supposed to mean??? =.=?

life have not been smooth and easy recently..

lots of bumps with little space to scramble through...

time is always a luxury..

planning is always a necessity..

hectic is part of my life now...

hang on... hang on...

what are words if they're only for good times then they don't

what are words

2011-05-07T00:49:00.002+08:00

here comes the MID YEAR EXAM!!!

here come the CHOIR COMPETITION!!!

*at the same time* =.=

all the best to everyone deep down my heart~

p/s: especially to myself =X

i don't give a damn to what you think anymore..

if that's what you want in the final year..

fine..let it be then since you appreciate nothing..taking everything as granted...

every single homo sapien in this has his/her own goods and bads~

nobody is perfect~ NOBODY

learn to be tolerate if you really wanna have friends..

learn to think from both sides if you really wanna have friends..

learn to think again before you started pointing finger to the others..

remember..

you are pointing back to yourself with you four other fingers every time you point to others..

learn to accept that you yourself do wrong sometimes..

and thus..be brave to admit it..

people will know the truths..

it only depends on whether they wanna voice it out or not...

learn...not just plain blames..

please...do yourself a favour..

be a learner..not a pure blamer...

what are words..

if you don't really mean them when you say them..

gone

2011-04-25T20:32:00.001+08:00

What am I doing? What have I done?

Darn.......

MURNI's Years~

2011-04-01T23:42:00.000+08:00

April already out of the blue...

just finished the exam weeks ago and then the mid year + trial exam are just around the corner...

what the hell???!!!

=.=

since coming back to school after the CNY holiday...

there are just homeworks and homeworks....

tons and tons of homeworks and co-curricular stuffs to be done!!!

i hate it when i have to settle the messes left by the others...

it's a god damn irresponsible attitude and i deeply condemn those who left the messes to me!!!

damn u.... =.=

i still rmb i set some 3 or 4 targets at the beginning of the year...

first..about my studies...well it's currently under progress..

second..about driving...well i'm now have to drive to school everyday...

i guess i'll sick of it in 3 to 4 weeks time... LOL

third...about guitar...this...i think it's consider failed...

when i started learning back in December i still have ample time to practice it at home

and during free times..but only until January...

after back from CNY..as i said...free time is like a fantasy~~ urgh...

so April will be my last month learning guitar...sadly....pathetically....

zzzzzzz....i guess i'll continue after SPM...

in the mean time.. 'berdikari' bah~~ *doh*

last Sunday~

got no2 in the first choir competition of the yearr...

but it's not one of the 3 main competitions...

well...it didn't mean much...

but i do hope the members especially the juniors will take that as a valuable experience..

and take that as a stepping stone too for the 3 devil-like competitions..

PRAY__HOPE__WISH

take a look at my class...our class...

5 Murni~~ THE MURNIANS~~!!! xDD

Happy Birthday~

2011-03-18T23:10:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Jing Min!!!

there's still 1 hour before the day end~~ LOL paiseh...

finally the moral folio left one more essay...

can i pass up one or two day late?? =.=

one week passed just like that...

feel like wasted another week on stupid works *the CUBE*

gonna back to school~~ my exam papersssss~~~ urgh...

today went to make orders on Scout and Choir t-shirts...

but in the end only managed to settle Scout's~

the auntie....doh doh doh!!!

so many T&C... =.=

talk more bekcek more nia....

fine!!

i'll find another people to do Choir's... *it's time wasting*

nothing much to say...

let it be laa...

bye~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JING MIN~~!!! =)

listen

2011-03-17T00:54:00.000+08:00

i'm glad actually...i'm really glad that i still keep the same old feeling with me...

after years..it's still there deep down =)

it's encouraging..

it's motivating..

somehow sometimes~~

it's that particular feeling that has kept me on the right track for years~~

syukur syukur.... thank you very muchiii~~ xDDD

12.50 am 17/3/2011..

till then...

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

transitions

2011-03-14T14:36:00.000+08:00

on the rush to finish all the holiday homeworks...

not to forget the 2 folios (Moral & BM)...

i'm kinda in fear for the past few weeks...

fear that i have never felt before...

i don't know why...

my mum keeps on reminding me that the trial is coming...

and i haven't do this haven't do that...

she PRESSURIZES me...

and then both she and dad are showing black faces...

what the heck they want?!

now even a tiny minute stuff also they won't tolerate with each other

not just so...

mum is always in bad mood...

whatever i ask or i say..

she'll just either ignore or scold back me without hesitating...

damn it...

fear for the exam...fear the co curricular activities...fear for friends....

am i worrying too much or what?

it's some kinda intense pressure deep down...

it's hard to explain...and harder to find someone to talk to...

it's been weeks that i didn't have a simple cheerful meal with my family...

and not even a single family outing...

it's not a familiar sight for me...

we used to go out every weekend...

but not anymore...

i hate this kinda feeling..

it makes me feel uneasy..or annoyed...

i didn't get the supports that i had expected..i get arguments in return...

this really frustrates plus disappoints me...

i guess i'm going into the depression zone huh??? =.=

i hate being emo...i hate being moody...

but the surrounding are making me so...sometimes..

meh...i'm just thinking too much am i?

i hope i am...

overcome it...

i shall...i must...

i wish

2011-03-13T11:24:00.001+08:00

ended my exam week and started my holiday on a low note..

~~add math crushed my faith...~~

~~the damn 'pirate' teacher destroyed my efforts and hopes...~~

i am supposed to be in the school now busy doing the camp jobs for the second day..

not sitting in front of the comp fretting and scolding!!!!! urgh...

an irresponsible and suck teacher kill off all our efforts...

most importantly...in the final minutes...

damn you!!

*I HATE LAZY YET EGO TEACHER*

forget about it...

i'll take that as a huge lesson...

on the other hand...

i have finally got my P licence last Monday~

which means i can drive now!!!! xDD

it feels good to drive

especially when you are driving an automatic car and with power steering~~

they just make driving as if you are playing a toy car~~ haha~

few more practices and off i go on my own~ xD

this holiday is filled with whole lots of ~~CUBE~~

or in other words...holiday homeworks =.=

holiday of improvements..of HALF relax...

this is what i'll call it...

sometimes really do wanted to find that person...

but simply just don't know what and how to begin the conversations...

nonetheless..if i did manage to.. the conversations for sure won't last long..

it has been years since the last time we had our own long conversations..

not just craps that kinda conversations..hmmm

fine...

should squeeze somethings to do now...

it's quite boring...

ciao~

i wish i could just make you turn around..

turn around and see me cry..

START IT!!!

2011-03-10T23:34:00.000+08:00

EXAM ENDEDDDDDD!!!!! *one more sivik actually ><*

add math have dealt a major blow to my....my....my.....everything

2 marks above failing grade.... i'm 'PROUD & GLAD' of it....

time for S.G.S Combine Camp~~

hoo hoo haa haaa~~!!!!

no matter how unprepared we are...how unorganized we are...

just keep going laaa... =.=

one group die = all die *this is what combine means*

these few days...

hmmm...how to describe?

erm just suddenly knew a lot?

but also regretted a lot?

whatever~~

one more day before holiday...one more day before camp...

here we go~~

LET'S GET IT STARTEDDDDD~~~~!!!!!!!!

Concert!!!

2011-03-06T13:42:00.000+08:00

here for a short post..

Jay Chou's The Era Concert~~

see the light rays branching out? it's the 3D effects eh~~ xDD

never took much photos for the concerts~

but it was a better one compared last one~~

time to back to books...

i really dun wanna GG...... ==

Pass!!! Failed!!!!

2011-03-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

P for Pass~~!!!

finally have my P license after the driving test on Tuesday~~

quite easy actually~~ LOL *not lc-ing*

perhaps it's because i got a good Kancil? hmmm... xD

so practice drive few more times then i think i'm good enough to drive to school already~~

maybe?

so my first car won't be the Matrix..

but most probably a 2nd-hand Kenari~

who cares~ as long as it's good enough to be driven~~ XD

2ml PIBG performance...

hope they do maintain their consistency~~ grow up pleaseee~~ =X

~~Koir Remaja Kebangsaan~~

2ml going to the audition too after the performance...

sing a song...sight singing...

summary = GG? =.=

nvm...just wanna have some experience about it...

cincai la~~ doh~~

next week exam for one whole week...

the good news is it's just one week....

and the bad news is..i'm not yet ready for it....urgh.....

bring on the hellllllll~~~!!!!!! =.=

got a 'sour grapes' few days ago...

and it's the same old taste that i once tasted before...

i do recognize the taste....

same story..

but different settings and supporting characters la~~

*macam yes-ing*

tensions are running high...

adrenaline is rushing ...

keep tight..keep hold...

btw...i gt Jay Chou's concert tickets for Saturday night~~ xDD

hope it won't start after 30+mins late..and then end after just 2 hours again... =.=

up and away

2011-03-03T00:10:00.000+08:00

其实你不懂。。。

心中的感受又有谁懂。。。

算了。。

心酸了。。心更是淡了。。

it's sadness deep from the heart...

not emo...

whatever...

exam coming...

competition coming...

letter also coming perhaps?? hmmm..

move on___

suffocating...

2011-02-20T22:31:00.000+08:00

terrible horrible and "vegetable" =.=

it's been a long torrid months...

hectic schedules combine with stupid people around

they just make everything perfectly rubbish...

a month after my last post...

i'm posting yet another bad post again...

so when will the good ones come?

when will i get to express something good? or at least a bit happier?

never mind, exam is around the corner again..

i won't have to worry about all these i guess...

let the books suffocate me...

let the books make me forget everything...

the realities are always beyond your imaginations..

so..

..beware..

it's you again...

and it'll never end....

how am i going to end this?? =.=

blah blah blah....

Rabbit Year!!! Chinese New Year!!!! ^^v

2011-02-03T00:38:00.000+08:00

i'm here!!!!

just to say wish you guys...

Happy Chinese New Year!!!!

Happy Rabbit Year!!!!

new year new beginning~~~

new year new route~~~

new year!!!!!!!!!!!!

new ANGPAOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDDDDD

~~~~$_$~~~ hehehe...

still the same...

2011-01-31T01:30:00.000+08:00

here am i..another post before setting off to Kedah tomorrow...

frustration and disappointment filled my life now...

just at the right time... =.=

CNY is just few day away..

but this year's CNY weather has been cooler compared to the past few years~~

since i woke up today morning...or precisely yesterday...LOL

the rain had been pouring down non-stop until 11++pm just now...

so the whole day had been quite cooling~~ nice though~~

but...it washed off the CNY feels too...

CNY should have a hot hot hot weather~~

i don't hope to see the sky of 1st day of CNY is shrouded with dark clouds and raining every where...

it'll be pathetic~~ lolx

think again..going back to Kedah this early is already pathetic though.... =.=

be Zen be Zen be Zen...

i must....

deep into my heart...

i've never forgotten that feeling....

you're still there.....

PA.....THE....TIC........

2011-01-29T00:14:00.001+08:00

24-1-2011~ Monday~

coming into the last week of the first month

the life of my family has changed forever...

after the coming back from the usual medical checkout on Monday....

everyone was in down mood ever since...

nobody expected this..

god is unfair...

i never believed this..............

until now....

to whom may concern..

you are a huge let off....a huge disappointment...

you've changed..not towards maturity...

but towards childishness and foolishness...

the one that i remembered was someone who was a generous, responsible, sensible guy...

but now...

the one standing in front of me is just another selfish, irresponsible people..

to me now..

you're a pathetic guy who decides based on his ass

a selfish guy who don't even know how to decide which is more important.....after 16+ years of life...

a selfish guy who are just care about his own priority....

a selfish guy are only driven by powers and his own benefits...

you've changed...

ever since you have your own soul mate.....

you had successfully transformed yourself into another pathetically brainless guy....

i used to think you were different from others...in a better ways...

but now..you are no different than any other pathetic selfish guy out there...

i'm running out of words to describe you...

one word.... PATHETIC

this suits you right.....

I LOOK DOWN TO YOU

to you...yea you~~

there's nothing in that past that worth a single drop of ur tears...

it doesn't worth even a single penny...

learn from the bitter past and live in sweeter present....

Confusion

2011-01-21T16:08:00.000+08:00

today is the 3rd week of 2011..

3 weeks gone just like a snap with your fingers..

well i'm here for my 1st post in 2011...

first among all...

THANK YOU VERY MUCH

for all the wishes and presents for my birthday...
*although it's one week ago already*

coming into 2011 with yet another new class....

well it felt nothing but SIOK!!!!

cause the teachers are generally the same..if not better~~ x)

but most importantly!!!! i got back into the same class with my old gang again!!!!

it's been a year since we last discuss about the same class matters.....

but do take note that this doesn't mean that i don't like the new friends i knew last year~ =)

people are getting quite excited about being coupled..

and i don't get it... =.=

Plurk is currently full with sweeeeetneessss and lovesssss~~~ LOLL

on the other hand...people lied to cover up the relationships...

even if that particular person was one the closest...

and i don't get it... =.=

WHO?

WHAT?

WHEN?

WHERE?

WHY?

HOW?

the questions spinning in my head...

for some particular matters...

last year had been quite a rubbish year...

it's a complete nonsense..stupid..idiot.... =o=

it's year which i was living in some kinda unrealistic life...

oh yea..

i'm gonna drive drive drive and drive!!!!!!

practical mai mai lai lai~~ xDDD

that's all...ciao~~~

there are too much to say...

but too little that can be written....

goodbye 2010 HEEELLLLOOOO 2011~!!!

2010-12-31T14:00:00.001+08:00

here goes the end of 2010

here goes the end of holidays too~~

i don't know should i feel relieved to be able to get back into action and get rid of the holiday boredom

feel stressed up cause it's the year of SPM and gonna get back into hectic life

=o=

what ever it is....2010 for me is the year of learning of growing up~ xD

and i mean in any aspects~~ LOL

take a look at friendship...

well i just can't stop getting more and more matured in this aspect~ xD

and keep on knowing more and more about human natures~~ *evil laughing*

it's been a year of knowing lots of lots of lots of new friends~

and i'm loving it~~~!!! x)

go to choir club....

well 2010 is my first senior year__competition year__ajk year__

or more precisely..my 1st year in almost everything =.=

and next year.. leading the club onto the winning route is the top priority..

i can't guarantee anything..

but at least i'll promised it'll be as good as last year, if not better...

anything but going backwards..

the future is...blurry~~

take a deep breathe and face everything that comes..

that's the only thing i can do with my fellow mates... =)

study wise...

F4 i think is already a tough year..how about F5??

GG ba... =.=

only the biggest effort will do in F5 i think..

starting from the 3rd of January~~

and it's really scary.. *doh*

2011..

every year on 31st of December...

some idiots will say next year will be a better year..

and you gonna believe it and get disappointed going into the year...

and the same story goes on and on every year

it really is a perfect rubbish perfect crap...zzzz

2011..

i don't expect anything from others but from myself..

buckle up or buckle out

that's the only fact

starting next year..or tomorrow~~ lolx

i'm gonna drive like a pro~ xD

i'm gonna sing like a pro~ x)

i'm gonna play my guitar like a pro~ XP

and lastly..

i'm gonna sit my SPM like a TOP TOP TOP TOP PRO!!!!

oh god..straight As will be enough already~~ hehe

finally...

all the best in your final year in whatever school you are~~!!!

Happy New Year!!!

Welcome to 2011~~

new year new life~~ xD

frustration__ Merry Christmas~~~!

2010-12-24T23:39:00.000+08:00

monday 20-12-2010

choir's last gathering with the seniors >> Farewell Party

well i'd mentioned before it's at SD Club...

and obviously all the prayers seems useless

*although i nvr really pray for it.. LOLL*

everything looked like it's gonna go on smoothly...

but until the slideshow part... everything just went wrong and wrong and wrong...

the stupid PA failed us...

we've tested it for one whole hour before the party started..

and yet at the very last minute...it just went off...

urgh..it really did hurt and disappoint us...

the slideshow is like the peak of the party...the key to the party's success...

and...with the electric circuit's "zzzzz" sounds coming out of the PA system..

plus the projector's failure to detect any signal from the laptop afterwards...

everything were gone

forget about it...what's done is done~~

well...

i guess disappointment and frustration and a little bit of gladness describe the party

lazy to upload the pictures...

interested? view them in fb then~~ lolx

35 minutes before Christmas arrive~~~

here i wish you all

MERRY MERRY MERRY MERRY MERRRRRRYYYYYY

CHRISTMAS~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

may all ur wishes come true~~ =)

pray

2010-12-20T00:34:00.000+08:00

finally..the time has come!!!

2ml is the day!!

ooops...it's tonight!!!

hours later then i'll get the choir farewell party going~~

it's at the Sri Damansara Club~~

it's an expensive place~~ and it's and expensive party~~

urgh... >,<'''''

i just hope only the best thing happen 7pm at there....

only the best will do for the party...

wish me luck please~~

a short post here..

*pray*

don't

2010-12-14T23:12:00.000+08:00

don't ask me why cause i don't know why either

don't take me for granted cause you don't qualify to

don't think you are very good cause you really don't

it's always easier to forgive an enemy than a friend...

p/s : courtesy of ningjie's fb post..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!

2010-12-13T14:57:00.000+08:00

13--12--2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIA YEEEEEN!!!!!!!!

hope you have a

sweetsweeetsweeeetsweeeeeeeeeet sixteeen~~~!!!

xDDD

well set aside the siao langs...

last night was fun~~!

~~true or dare~~

i will never forget that noodle....

btw...think again....it was quite nice actually~~ xDD

extreme salty..extreme spicy..extreme mixture of spices...Thanks for it!! =o=

the food were okay la~~

but the pastries were very nice eh~~ X)

de Pastry Chef~~ wahahaha~

on the other hand..

i also went for the 5 hours undang course yesterday...

one word to describe >>> AWFUL!!!!!!!

i would rather go for a 5 hours tuition than going for that course.. ==

but...the worst has yet to come...

still have another 6 hours of amali course leh...

and that..i swear im gonna stone myself... urgh~~

aiyaryar~~

this few weeks have to beef the hell up my guitar skills~~~!!!

im way way way behind now... =.=

bring on the guitar!!!!! LOL *woot*